hey marty you ever get aong with your dad? or even know who he really was? I found out who may father really was and i fuckiin hate him now. pretty much disowned everyone in his family and got married to someone and started a new life with me or his fmaily. I fuckin hate him so much he brings pain when i think about him. I write somthing about him thats deep and someday when im ready i will rip it up. Its hard to forgive some onelike him. I havent seen him for about five years. I see his picture on the wall i brake dpwn and want him to fall. well give me feed back im in such deep anguish man going suicidal here

Sorry about your situation. What you gotta remember is that life unfolds so unpredictably and often unfairly and that for whatever reasons your father made some bad choices. It`s up to you to not let his mistakes ruin your life. Easier said than done, but I wish you the best of luck.